很笨，反应慢，懒惰
以为自己很厉害
而作了很厉害的决定
却自己做不来
这一次 ---〉死定 ！！
心灵也慢慢变得脆弱。
我的天啊 ！！
bad mood
recently I plays a game
tetris --> fb games
it's make me feel so sad
argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y i always loss loss loss geh !!!!!!!!!!!!
怎样死 ？！！！
wah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BAD BAD MOOD
BAD MOOD BAD MOOD
MACAM MANA BACA TITAS WOH !!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SURE DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DIE LIAO ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BAD BAD MOOD
BAD MOOD BAD MOOD
MACAM MANA BACA TITAS WOH !!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SURE DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DIE LIAO ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
satu orang
ya ~ I thought it's ok for me that alone to celebrate "DONG ZHI"
Till now 3.00am i got the lonely feeling ...
I know i cannot complaint and blame myself as my bad stpm result
n government send me to far kampung Uni
All this stuff is "sendiri cari".
Sometime, i just simply envy other
who study at UM or UKM
whenever they get sick or miss home
unless they can go back home during weekend
I chose not going to go back home
when I have one week holiday, give chance to go back
At home, I'm the princess (all stuff and food, my mum will do it well for me)
At here, I must indepent (I hate indepent ! )
4 week to recover my leg injured
2 day to recover my gastric pain
(NOT i'm not going take meal, is I take TOO MUCH quatities of foods and cause me gastric ! )
(wu, n getting scolded by smelly doctor)
ya, I have so many nice friends here
(NICER THAN K.L PEOPLE)
(sorry, I just tell the truth,
I admit I'm the worst among my UMT gang , haha)
they willing waste their time on me
really really appreciate
but no one like mother will take care of me every single seconds
I not dare told my mum even I curi curi go penang for holiday and not going home
hahaha
I so sad, many people suffer stress till weight drop
but my weight keep raise ... Ish ! ...
Come back to topic
eh~ i realize i not so "down" after type all this rubbish
feeling great in sudden ....
原来，我只是不能转换新的环境
(I just realize) oh no ~
Till now 3.00am i got the lonely feeling ...
I know i cannot complaint and blame myself as my bad stpm result
n government send me to far kampung Uni
All this stuff is "sendiri cari".
Sometime, i just simply envy other
who study at UM or UKM
whenever they get sick or miss home
unless they can go back home during weekend
I chose not going to go back home
when I have one week holiday, give chance to go back
At home, I'm the princess (all stuff and food, my mum will do it well for me)
At here, I must indepent (I hate indepent ! )
4 week to recover my leg injured
2 day to recover my gastric pain
(NOT i'm not going take meal, is I take TOO MUCH quatities of foods and cause me gastric ! )
(wu, n getting scolded by smelly doctor)
ya, I have so many nice friends here
(NICER THAN K.L PEOPLE)
(sorry, I just tell the truth,
I admit I'm the worst among my UMT gang , haha)
they willing waste their time on me
really really appreciate
but no one like mother will take care of me every single seconds
I not dare told my mum even I curi curi go penang for holiday and not going home
hahaha
I so sad, many people suffer stress till weight drop
but my weight keep raise ... Ish ! ...
Come back to topic
eh~ i realize i not so "down" after type all this rubbish
feeling great in sudden ....
原来，我只是不能转换新的环境
(I just realize) oh no ~
还习惯吗？
First time, I step in UMT (university malaysia terengganu)
I still remember I keep telling BIG HEAD that she gonna cry at first night
From my view, she is consider type of iron women, she didn't cry
I cry (curi-curi) b.c i feel depress when i entered a lousy Uni
After 2 month passed, I didn't feel lousy anymore
I keep scolding from lecturer (chinese lecturer)
I keep exploit my weakness
and yet I know many nice friends at here,
they willingly when I face personal problem
realize my 2nd sister is love me so much
know a very nice and yet help me a lot in homework although
he is different subject taken with me
( i know he very "geng" but got gf ald , ish )
..........................................................................................................................
Now i face so many homework
and yet y I realize quality of assignment that I work with keep dropping
ish !!!!!!! ish !!!!!!!!1 ish !!!!!!!!!
Everyone is keep growing
why not me ? y me stop growing n become worse
I still remember I keep telling BIG HEAD that she gonna cry at first night
From my view, she is consider type of iron women, she didn't cry
I cry (curi-curi) b.c i feel depress when i entered a lousy Uni
After 2 month passed, I didn't feel lousy anymore
I keep scolding from lecturer (chinese lecturer)
I keep exploit my weakness
and yet I know many nice friends at here,
they willingly when I face personal problem
realize my 2nd sister is love me so much
know a very nice and yet help me a lot in homework although
he is different subject taken with me
( i know he very "geng" but got gf ald , ish )
..........................................................................................................................
Now i face so many homework
and yet y I realize quality of assignment that I work with keep dropping
ish !!!!!!! ish !!!!!!!!1 ish !!!!!!!!!
Everyone is keep growing
why not me ? y me stop growing n become worse
越大越没用
发现自己的生活越来越没有意义
看着身边的朋友的生活
有的去香港/德国
有的虽然美丽，却很自爱，敢敢去尝试新体验
有的在努力追求梦想
很羡慕~~
我不想以后只听别人的故事，却我不能跟别人分享我的故事。。。
ish !!!!
看着身边的朋友的生活
有的去香港/德国
有的虽然美丽，却很自爱，敢敢去尝试新体验
有的在努力追求梦想
很羡慕~~
我不想以后只听别人的故事，却我不能跟别人分享我的故事。。。
ish !!!!
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