人生的第一次

本小姐终于做工了。。。(*以后填form可以实实在在写上,--PrOMOTER )
这一回真的给我复杂的心情

好的:感恩,感谢,鼓励,让我振作,精神上的支持,
坏的:被耍,自卑,自杀感(*一点点一点点罢了)

从第一天call for asking job
it's my first trouble --- oh my god, speak english leh
i hate it but i had super strong that i don't wan stay at any
more ... so i decided using my super "GOOD" english to answer

second --- transportation
super far !!!!!!
went back (* fuyoh ~~~ i try to FORCE fit myself into monorel)
(*being smart next time, don't take monerel around 6.00p.m,monday-friday
u cannot imagine so much people waiting there, and playing push&pull )

thirth -- being fool, scared
maybe i'm not get ready to face the evil side of humanity
the way they talking(*语气JUST a BIT Heavier), n i felt so helpless & scared
i went back home just work 15 minutes, guess what -- another promoter coming
(* sth wrong inside official )
i chose to leave ... b.c really beh tahan
tear dropped non-stop
(* at last tear stopped while taking lrt , b.c i saw a handsome a foreigner )
..................................................................................................................................
thinking back -- actually it's not a big deal
compare with my sis & bro working experiences
and i'm not the most bad luck
at least i lucky got so many angel help me to face problem^^

1.)thanks ah sook (*support me, being fool with me, blah ~~~)
(*super sorry ya ... hehee )

2.)thanks to a stranger (*trainer from same company )
willingly chat with me and taught me howt to going back
from "kelang lama -->mid-valley -->cheras"
by bus-->monorel-->lrt
(so lucky he stay at cheras )
we have strong feeling that we are survivor from "sardin monorel"
when he leave, i doing mistake again
i go back to cheras again by taking wrong lrt .... =.=
n so lucky again ---got aunty taught me how to go back ....

3.) promoter
thanks a lot that u suggested u wan to leave
& keeping pity me (* although i hate this shit feeling)
thanks god give me a chance to improve myself
especially 心理的准备 (*ended up, i leave !! )

4.) thanks to star, (* pooh 星星)
willingly lend ur ear for me
worry me n blah ~~~~~~~~
(*muak !!! ^^ )
btw -- u so "geng" , sambil kerja sambil pujuk saya

5.) thanks to my mum
always support me and blah !!!!
do a lunch box for me ^^

6.) thank to aunty & sweet girl same age with me
guide me so many things n fetch me back to ampnag lrt

7.) thank to heaven god
rain heavy on sunday
人少少,mostly people choose to stay at home zz zz zz zz zz
so can save 口水
heheee ....

that all .... (* said thank you )

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