委屈

Dulan 的一天

今天又被骂

错得很委屈

旁人看了不出声

“好听的话” - 说不出

又默默的吞进肚子,

 在被子里慢慢反省

Fake people

Always make an innocent face in front of people
Always mention how lazy r u
If not ur boyfriend (u geng, u influence ur bf to get bad along with u)
no one willing to make friend with u
Fake people, u think people around u believe u ?
U very fake arr ~ Nah !

Fast fast graduate !!

Although time is not enough for me to do assignment,
But, time please faster, 

I don't want study liao lar ~ ~ ~ 
I don't want to face any assignment !!
I want graduate arggghhhh  !!!


Graduate Graduate Graduate

Fucking people

Scolded by lecturer yesterday due to haven't start any work on my thesis

and yet the fucking coursemate still laugh at me that I have done all my things

What is the point that he purposely mention "SHE WANT TO WRITE THESIS, that y she cannot go anywhere". What's wrong if the people start do to anything, and yet it become a gossip.
WHAt The Fuck ?? !!


还习惯吗?

First time, I step in UMT (university malaysia terengganu)
I still remember I keep telling BIG HEAD that she gonna cry at first night
From my view, she is consider type of iron women, she didn't cry
I cry (curi-curi) b.c i feel depress when i entered a lousy Uni

After 2 month passed, I didn't feel lousy anymore
I keep scolding from lecturer (chinese lecturer)
I keep exploit my weakness
and yet I know many nice friends at here,
they willingly when I face personal problem
realize my 2nd sister is love me so much
know a very nice and yet help me a lot in homework although
he is different subject taken with me
( i know he very "geng" but got gf ald , ish )
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Now i face so many homework
and yet y I realize quality of assignment that I work with keep dropping
ish !!!!!!! ish !!!!!!!!1 ish !!!!!!!!!
Everyone is keep growing
why not me ? y me stop growing n become worse
DON'T WANT TO PAY MONEY
DON'T WANT TO PAY MONEY
DON'T WANT TO PAY MONEY
DON'T WANT TO PAY MONEY
DON'T WANT TO PAY MONEY
DON'T WANT TO PAY MONEY
DON'T WANT TO PAY MONEY

nothing

When big head told me what she done in clinic for x-ray
don't know y ~~ I SUPER EXCITED , and keep laughing non-stop
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I realize, i cannot survive if i'm alone on earth
I know myself is not that independent type
and me is so so so depend on other people
even my personal things,
my colleague help me to do , give suggest and plan
(*help me curi-curi photostate,. write a list what should i do )
oh my god ~~~
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This week project is airwick
super boring, so many bangladesh or other (*asian foreigner) shopping
most conversation is 鸡同鸭讲
no eye see, most important the price for every product have promotion and cheap !!!
sudah puasa, hope no one will shopping
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These 2 month , i gain 4 kg
it make sense !! u see my daily life style
  • everyday lunch that i take eat like a king
  • always full my stomach over my limit
  • at night, late to take dinner
  • late to sleep
  • long time didn't dance in bathroom
  • although take public transport, my hand must holding small pack of snack
these few day always take Mcd
in 4 day , ald take 3 times Mcd meal
(*break my personal record)
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now count down how many week i resign
3 more week !!!
I like national day
31/8/2011 -- faster come lar
I will get a flag for u , MALAYSIA
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