人生的第一次

本小姐终于做工了。。。(*以后填form可以实实在在写上,--PrOMOTER )
这一回真的给我复杂的心情

好的:感恩,感谢,鼓励,让我振作,精神上的支持,
坏的:被耍,自卑,自杀感(*一点点一点点罢了)

从第一天call for asking job
it's my first trouble --- oh my god, speak english leh
i hate it but i had super strong that i don't wan stay at any
more ... so i decided using my super "GOOD" english to answer

second --- transportation
super far !!!!!!
went back (* fuyoh ~~~ i try to FORCE fit myself into monorel)
(*being smart next time, don't take monerel around 6.00p.m,monday-friday
u cannot imagine so much people waiting there, and playing push&pull )

thirth -- being fool, scared
maybe i'm not get ready to face the evil side of humanity
the way they talking(*语气JUST a BIT Heavier), n i felt so helpless & scared
i went back home just work 15 minutes, guess what -- another promoter coming
(* sth wrong inside official )
i chose to leave ... b.c really beh tahan
tear dropped non-stop
(* at last tear stopped while taking lrt , b.c i saw a handsome a foreigner )
..................................................................................................................................
thinking back -- actually it's not a big deal
compare with my sis & bro working experiences
and i'm not the most bad luck
at least i lucky got so many angel help me to face problem^^

1.)thanks ah sook (*support me, being fool with me, blah ~~~)
(*super sorry ya ... hehee )

2.)thanks to a stranger (*trainer from same company )
willingly chat with me and taught me howt to going back
from "kelang lama -->mid-valley -->cheras"
by bus-->monorel-->lrt
(so lucky he stay at cheras )
we have strong feeling that we are survivor from "sardin monorel"
when he leave, i doing mistake again
i go back to cheras again by taking wrong lrt .... =.=
n so lucky again ---got aunty taught me how to go back ....

3.) promoter
thanks a lot that u suggested u wan to leave
& keeping pity me (* although i hate this shit feeling)
thanks god give me a chance to improve myself
especially 心理的准备 (*ended up, i leave !! )

4.) thanks to star, (* pooh 星星)
willingly lend ur ear for me
worry me n blah ~~~~~~~~
(*muak !!! ^^ )
btw -- u so "geng" , sambil kerja sambil pujuk saya

5.) thanks to my mum
always support me and blah !!!!
do a lunch box for me ^^

6.) thank to aunty & sweet girl same age with me
guide me so many things n fetch me back to ampnag lrt

7.) thank to heaven god
rain heavy on sunday
人少少,mostly people choose to stay at home zz zz zz zz zz
so can save 口水
heheee ....

that all .... (* said thank you )

heheeeee


GIVE U
^^
thanks you n sorry u all .....

男生

很久以前,我就羡慕了。。。
做为男生
1。感觉好像天不怕,地不怕,什么都不用想
像牛一般,就对了
2。感觉热时,很潇洒的就脱!脱!脱!露出地裤也无所不在
不怕给人 salty salty wet wet
给女生摸,当作一天中的奖励
(*如果给阿婆的话。。。。 就当作不小心踩大便咯~~
省了洗衣粉,不怕没衣穿
3。不用多说,接了电话就出门
不到3点,不回家
4。男生,女生是不看样貌来选男友
不论高,矮,胖,瘦,聪明或不聪明
只要那臭嘴巴够力,一下搞定
5。这够力,思想 ---- 超快的
不知道怎样形容,总之 -- 思想,“够力”!!

如果真的换new style oh, 还蛮费功夫的。。。
想一想,够了 。。。

valentine day

14th of february was pass about 2 weeks ago
and I celebrate with my baby nephew
(* hehe at least I'm not alone ~~~ )

but i saw some kind of funny news
is about Barbie doll and her ex-boyfriend,Ken were re-together again
excuse me --- IT'S A NON-LIVING THING
and spread it to whole world even display on screen at centre of city
kua-chiong !!

and yet
some kind animal-lover/ animal keeper
have a wedding party or small ceremony for animal
this, i can accept bc at least it's a living things ,right ??
-- orangutan in thailand
---rabbit -- majority year of rabbit
---elephant

http://news.discovery.com/animals/orangutan-couple-marries-in-thailand.html

I have a feeling (* eh ..... consider moderate lar )
that is 失~~ ~~~Arhg ~~~~
even a non-living thing can beat me down ~~~

朋友

朋友
谢谢你们,愿意的让我加入
一起快乐,一起发疯,一起大笑

还有,对不起
我什么都不会,而且加上性格怪僻
你们却还跟我做朋友

心里还有很多很多关于你们
但由于 1。字穷
2, 平时爱讲费话
3, 感觉很做作
4 , 羞羞羞

我愿你们一路顺风,嫁给很爱你的老公,事业有成
要什么得什么 blah blah blah .......................................

(big head, www, star ss, sook bb, yap bb )

21th of february

就只能做到

“临河而羡鱼”

由时间把复杂心情冲淡一切 ...........

说真的

说真的

1。我已经一个月半没出过门 (名副其实的宅 !! )

当我出不到 1KM , 我焕然大悟 :哥!118 food court & golf field 几时拆的 ??!!

2. 5 year didn't shopping (last year i just bought a new t-shirt, n yet my friend help me bought for me )
Before cny, my sister n I going Midvally & Pavillion for buying new cloth for me
For me, it's a hard time ... I have to chose ONE item among so many beautiful things
(* not money problem is the thing is whether suit for me )
-- but this time i really spent much money for shopping

3. walau weh ~~~ now i feel I getting more useless
I didn't find any job and just spent so much time on t.v & fb
this time really REALLY DAmn

4 . don't know which night, i realise my hair getting less and thin
so i use my hp to take photo on my "TOP" hair (* behind part )
OH MY GOD !!!! I for sure I will getting bolt in young age

t.v show mention that "Horse" have much benefit for this "Rabbit "year
why i cannot feel it ??? !!!!!